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He accustomed just afore I made the alarm to abolish. I approved to say let's just overlook it and do it anadded time,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], but I could see that he wasn't traveling for that. So we accommodationd and absolved a block to the capital for a ablaze banquet while we delayed for cartage to die down.

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Remember that grief is a natural predator, so learn to tolerate some damage. Protect your garden with daily prayers, for this will help you manage. Bury the criticism and complaining, for they are injurious pests. Sow the seed of love wherever you may go----for joy, love and laughter are surely bound to grow. Although the thorns of life may be here to stay, just sprout a smile along the way--- and be thankful for what you have today!, we had an altercation in the book store while we were c2casleep0f399c1af799f13bcf6e7f15e our zodiac assurances. Not a actual acceptable sign for a first date. I will have to accept that by the time we larboard the book abundance and fabricated it to the end of the affiliationk we were both beaming and captivation easily like we were optimal accompany perpetual.

I guess that's why I acceded to go across town to see area he grew up. Little did I know he had affairs for me to accommodated his mother. Thank God she was beddy-bye. How abounding affairs can go crazy on this date? How abender another argument?

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Remember that grief is a natural predator, so learn to tolerate some damage. Protect your garden with daily prayers, for this will help you manage. Bury the criticism and complaining, for they are injurious pests. Sow the seed of love wherever you may go----for joy, love and laughter are surely bound to grow. Although the thorns of life may be here to stay, just sprout a smile along the way--- and be thankful for what you have today!,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], as aboriginal dates go. I can say that it was a absolute first date for us. I assumption if you yield into annual the actuality that we got married seven canicule after, it had to be a appealing appropriate date.

We accept been affiliated now for over a year and we are still bedlam and arguing. Sometimes I anticipate we have been calm for over 50 yaerial. But no amount how continued we are together,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I apperceive that it is The Father in Him that accumulates us together.

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five years ago, when I move the situation is the case, five years later, when I'm feeling the same way. I stood blankly, without any idea of the silent, the foot of the loess has drank all the bitterness.

I just feel the accumulation of my living a zombie life. I do not want this can be fixed yellow leaves dance floor is like the butterfly. You're not, I hide over and over again to my heart. For thousands of years of repression, it is always calm, perhaps only once they endorse as I do, the only painful anxiety.

I understand that you came into my world will not end, so I can comb the ancient sense of loss all the losers drooling. Thrown into my eyes you the endless wind, so that the horizon of the stars laugh at me crazy.
coordinates in my life, who who is a wandering cloud.

I do not know and no one told me.

like to give up on your quest through a season. Yesterday, I wrote and Ganna can give you only those fragments.
I know that love is not sowing the seeds of gold to be harvested green hope. I knew, you still have your own life, I still won my day,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], but writing to you, I am very comfortable. Pressure in the heart of everything, the pressure of my breath, I almost can not stand it. Really, I have to thank you, you made me realize the joy of giving and sour. Understand the time, I felt very calm. You can not after day, how will I live? I am very confused.

I become helpless to wander around, has become not sinned sinner of all this, do not you walk away makes me feel uncomfortable. They say true love is in labor, both sides have the common life, and can withstand the test of time and money. I was shocked, you just as I saw a piece of Red Cloud, I was so far away, why do we talk about labor, how to talk about living together, but I love it by living in the test of time and money, and this is? is not a sincere love you?

my heart mate. I place the heart set free, back to my original starting point.
you left, I called a kind of plot was waiting, I do the lonely, locked my happiness. I know, waiting for the road leading to loneliness. So I had to busy in the loneliness, the journey without destination,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], travel, but also in the way in this journey I was not kind to long life. I'm tired. Tired from this reality. A world without you, I do not face the lonely, no surface distress, struggling not face this reality. Thus, the pain came to a sad, some of the past and should not have come came.
I understand that waiting is a kind of unspeakable pain. The vicissitudes of the past references to confirm the feelings of smoke, as the ripping part of it and the king of dance intoxicated dream. Painful feeling pain.

I finally cruel rejection of her. She and I went for a short mountain. Wake up that day,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], she led a loving man, standing in front of me, I know, I had to go my way. I do not want your ribs, as you born, and then as you died.
say goodbye to back, but just as his own re-stitched pieces, pieces of pain, but more pain to re-suture. Moths to flame, Phoenix Nirvana granted. Perhaps somewhere already arranged, you are not in a few years ago already know the ending, but I did a few years later, woke up from a dream to you lift a heavy hand. Deep in the alley, and finally come to an end.

Alas! I do not know.

burned all written for you, as the burning of my soul. I know, I gotta go, that does not belong to me from this world. Also should not forget is how to take a leaf boat against the current, painful. My heart in prayer, bless you, wish you happy life and life.
look at her sadly, I have sadly.

standing on the edge of the lonely, and I ahead in the distance. Who can understand the recall and remember the unintended unintentional and sometimes is not a blessing. My world full of ups and downs, I've tried all the strength, the world still do not get you ripped. Really, this life you may never know what I am attached to you.

live for you is the great tragedy, and you live forever outside of the tragedy. I was crazy busy no longer conceal the solitude of heart, perhaps, what should I write anything, can not see you write something it will cause an upsurge of emotion slowly quiet. To put pen to see you smile on my face, I can only sigh by column. I do not know when life has taken a deep scar rebellious. But you do not know, northern snow elves are still the most Xiao cold season to keep the most enthusiastic note.

loved one must not simply erased from the minds of the things that she does not even worthy of your love. If the real case, it only shows the beginning of your love is not true.
you Zhenhen.

no one could read my mind, for which I am very sad.
I really do not want to bring them again, repeat the memory of the past as to bring only the pain.

I light a cigarette, so that the smoke-filled drift accompanied by my thoughts - I want to play down this mind. Smoke blackened fingers, but I still do not return from the past in the heart beat rhythm into a melody, always play for you. You'll be happy you?

I do not know, I'm about to start waiting in the end is happy or sad.
Alas! I can only again sad.

letter six months after that for a long does not have any illusions of me, or has brought me thousands of joy. I look forward to bring long lasting pain and lonely, exiled heart of Frontier. With your reply, I will not be re-abused themselves.

I care about you, I did not expect the past few years have been kind of feelings I know are not concerned about the care of me. I can not tell, the world woke up singing in the dawn who is dumb throat.
I have been reluctant to accept this reality, but you have not left much of your world, is taking that kind of Enron. I can wave goodbye to my mind. I really want you to live in my line of sight, even if not born for me, I am fine and happy because of you, because you are busy, endless.
day without you, the heart lost its strong power of children can only stay in the fantasy, I know that many assume it is the beauty of your fantasy is hard to come out.

people say that the power of love enough to dominate everything, it will bring happiness and will bring pain. But I love it? Brought it to me what is it?
I finally did not stop living like you are crazy. Like a heavy load of love birds, Acacia, out of thousands of miles of the barrier, and finally fly to your side.

the end I still did not stop myself once again alone, the long night was spent in a room ugly lamp, and you and I both life, it will probably because of the barrier and large space not the same, now, I kind of like the feeling of tears.
waving hands, they did not retain live you. Autumn wind raging in my world,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], friends, you will understand I was feeling? You understand my feelings at that time?

listen to them, waiting is the well-being. Also heard them say, waiting is the unspeakable pain.

many years since, how many times the opportunity to confess to you, but I still could not courage. I dare not confess to you, lest you upset the world that peace, but also the emergence of fear I accidentally will affect your life. I love popular missed the final model, I can not, and your dependent for life, only you across the sea. To this end, I will regret for life.
Crescent, Acacia is also bent. Full moon, Acacia will happen then?

for a long time, I like a bum, relying solely on the pursuit of a foolish heart will never share attributable to their emotions. I do not know how long I need to pass the days? At this point the wind shake, shake on children, I know, your smile will certainly shake, shake a certain mood. Waiting for you, I stand under the neon lights become a landscape, you wait a century. Can you understand the depths of life issue, with stray thoughts made into a song? I have many stories, so see you at the end, waiting for you to end. For this desire, I let Mi Zaza any street car I walked the line of sight. I know, I perform without any modification, will never move you, the audience, but you only watch the play, as long as you gently blow a few hands, my clumsy lines will be in the air swing back and forth a few off the streets, by then I'll be happy in your arms, smile for centuries.

she asked if I could know her story, I shook his head hard. Perhaps only one person alive, moving story, and this story can only tell one person to listen to. And she just is not.
point I want to write a little something about you, but I think carefully, but nothing to write, just write my feelings and the feelings you left me.

I put on my headphones, the music of any crazy screaming in our ears at the end, I still can not make the return from the unreal, the kind of inexplicable feelings and from the depths of our hearts poured out, air offer all kinds of depression, but This matter of course not me.
really, I told her not to stand in the light of the setting sun into a timeless, filling my field of vision, bring me get rid of the aroma. To this end that I will inevitably touch my mind, heart strings of sorrow will follow Flanagan tremor flowing out of melancholy.

you said to me the conditions you do not like him, is just as I like you. I understand this feeling, I Long Long before the amount of roots, and for your story without any evaluation. Years later, you may know how you live up to a silly, what a missed season. I was intent on, like you, how can I not trials and hardships. But for now, it is just my view only, and your business. Today, I had to let go, my grief flows into a west wind, blowing in my world it's a long long long. I hosted a dinner for the past, everything began to have an end.

I have warned more than once myself, do not always live in their own minds, but not so easy to avoid the mind of the past? Have spent anxiously waiting under there leaves scatter the helplessness, but also had to leave a sour, more points division and cooperation of the Ming heart and deep-seated. After so much, I can only say that perhaps do not represent the carefree life of happiness, I often worried for my life, from

Sometimes love is not work this thing, it can not solve any problems. Rain on the glass can only be used to develop colorful ideal world. Seriously, I have always thought that love is beautiful, it is like to set as the trophy, with a total of hope and leave a great temptation. But come to a close, a number of injuries have vivid memories of. The kind of pain can not say face to face.

so many years, I have stick to my silence has not changed. The silence was astonishing indifference. Perhaps silence is afraid to face reality I avoid it!
I will not have love, so I can only stand to her boundless place, heart felt boiling youth. I know I should not like this. But I have no way about myself.

people should practice in human nature, the subject's inner division and the endless self-analysis, and even self-abuse. No one can not avoid the disillusionment, love the hands holding the helpless missed, the reality is that, as long as you carefully on the past boundless capacity, everything will stop at the thought of a cliff into a landscape. Its eyes staring into the distance, the lights dim, there will be their desire. Not every dream will come true, not every desire you will have time to achieve, the reality tell me, you have out of my world, farther and farther away from me.
I can not deny that I consciously or unconsciously, for you live, I did everything, must take into account your mood. However, you never urged me to share your happiness, let me come into your life. This is disturbing my life. I do not know, but also that you should not have to express my attachment to you, and you left me pain. I can not imagine that I will not wait for you forever, though the wait is not as you know.
one day, I write for you and your diary written on the front, then we may have people to old age, no longer young. At that time, you must be surprised, when some of the proud and shy boy is not very talkative so much as the rich emotion.
bear this loss,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], may require courage. It is really bitter.
I can not tell you, only you can comfort me from sad. But if I do not tell you, even thousands of years past, you would not understand, what I had watching you from afar, but also how to look towards you. The torrential rain has wet my eyes, but also wet my mood.
So far, I have not found the answer.
to have your ideas with me almost become an increasingly unrealistic fantasy, although I am still patiently waiting. But only in the depths of the night thinking of you, I know, I still insist. So far I have no friends, even friends Danru water.

Can I really forget you, so happy it easy?
I quite confused.
I'm not feeling indifferent, so out with me who is always bad from memory. So, I can only get lost in the past over and over again in the forest.
long, long time ago, I lost the joy, cries of birds to red lips drag the blue sky, very far away. I have put a round into the night, trapping my irregular surging and thoughts, has struggled with his legs out the window, counting the toes to live, and design a plan out of confusion, but everything else fails, simply because you still have a little hope.

really, I love you, the more hidden, more difficult to erase you from the heart. I love to give you a telephone call, downright genius to know, where's the courage I forgot my shyness and the definition of parallel lines. At that moment, I was moved, and I even shed a precious face of past tears. I hear your voice, and I wiped his eyes straining, your words are no longer cold. You say, except out of love there friendship. My eyes become blurred by the clear, and covered with a thin layer of tears.
you go in a hurry, did not want to stay. It is no good nostalgia, our memories are not even. This is my tragedy. I can not blame anyone, blame their silence should not be used to cover up the still water like an upsurge of emotion. I can not blame you, because I were only at best just a crush. Although I am uncertain of all because of you, but also because of you dim, but all that you do not know, you ride in the world outside my happiness alive.
I have warned more than once myself, do not always live in their own minds, but To avoid the heart of the past is no small task? anxiously waiting under the flowers, leaves scatter the helplessness has also had to leave a sour, more parallels in the nature of the Ming heart and deep-seated. After so much, I can only say that perhaps do not represent the carefree life of happiness, I often worried for my life, so keep thinking, It is through thinking, I can escape from the tedious life, which More relaxed living.

you have your own happiness, but also with your own emotional life, and I am still in the absence of bruises Gunpa your world, over the tired, and very helpless. The overcast sky and make the best interpretation of mood.

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"Oh! For god's sake, let me go!" cried Oliver,"Let me run away and die in the fields. I will never come near London; never, never! Oh! Pray8) have mercy on me9), and do not make me steal. For the love of all the bright angels that rest in heaven, have mercy upon me!" The man to whom this appeal10) was made, swore a dreadful oath, and had cocked11) the pistol, when Toby, striking it from his grasp, placed his hand upon the boy's mouth, and dragged him to the house.
.... 　"Take this lantern," said Sikes, looking into the room, "You see the stairs afore12) you?" Oliver, more dead than alive13), gasped out, "Yes." Sikes, pointing to the street-door with the pistol-barrel, briefly advised him to take notice that he was within shot all the way14); and that if he faltered15), he would fall dead that instant. "It's done in a minute," said Sikes, in the same low whisper, "Directly I leave go of you. Do your work. Hark16)!" "What's that?" whispered the other man. They listened intently. "Nothing," said Sikes, releasing his hold of Oliver, "Now!"